you know how in some movies the bride/groom calls off the wedding to be with the person they truly love and then they live happily ever after well it’s pretty shitty that the person they were getting married to doesn’t actually get a happy ending but no one seems to care about it to the point that he/she is not even mentioned afterwards as if that person didn’t exist or had feelings at all yeah just a thought
Telling yourself everyday that you’re fine with that person not being in your life anymore but then some random night you feel like crying and letting it all out and admitting that it’s pretty much a lie. And then you gotta use weird techniques to keep you from crying like widening your eyes or scrunching up your nose because the thought of talking to them would make you so happy but the fact that they wont makes you so sad. And you hate how you allowed someone to affect you that heavily but you cant help it. And then yeah you cry anyways. Because you kinda, sort of, really want high school to be over so you can start over in college. As if the memory of those you hurt you in high school goes away when graduation ends.